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Per Aspera Ad Astra

by Matthew Moran

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1.
Weak Hands 04:09
I've got such weak hands Can't fight off anything they want to Sorry I'm breaking our big plans The things we'll say but never do So come climb into this bed Don't mind these wires and tubes Let's say the things in our heads Before our time together's through Baby, I'll see you on the other side Darling, you know that that ain't true Baby, I'll see you in another life Besides what else have we got to lose? We're already losing you Remember the coast of the Pacific? That little house in Seaview We always said we'd revisit Time flies so fast the end comes so soon So come climb into this bed Don't mind these wires and tubes Let's describe pictures in our heads Before our time together's through Baby, I'll see you on the other side Darling, you know that that ain't true Baby, I'll see you in another life Besides what else have we got to lose? We're already losing you Baby, can you stay with me a little while? Darling, I've got nothing else to do Baby, can I see just a little smile? Besides what else have you got to lose I'm not ready to lose you
2.
1987 02:56
I was born in 1987 The year of the second stock market crash Eight days after it all went to hell Maybe it's why I live and die Maybe it's why I write what I write All I know is only time will tell Cause I am a troubadour Looking to burn down my front porch Baby I love you And how you put up with all I do I was born in the year of the rabbit Maybe it's why I have bad habits That will someday send me straight to hell Maybe it's why I live and die Maybe it's why I write what I write All I know is only time will tell Cause I am a troubadour Looking to burn down my front porch Baby I love you And how you put up with all I do
3.
Sunburn 04:24
All I've got is this sunburn That makes my whole world hurt And tequila in my bloodstream Cause I know somebody's missing me So I'll head on down to the coastal Cities where they know me And I'll make the miles go by With cigarettes and gasoline Birthday cards and IOU's Souvenirs you'll never lose Collect calls and missing dimes Sorry kid I'm running out of time All I've got is this memory Of last night and where it left me All alone in an empty bed But I hustled up enough for rent So I'll head on down to the postal Service where they know me And I'll try for the millionth time To send this letter of apology For playing catch and T-Ball games Empty seats calling my name Messages on a machine Sorry kid, but soon you'll see I'm coming home this time for good Like I always said I would I've just got one thing to do I'll call you when I've got some news Birthday cards and IOU's Souvenirs you'll never lose Collect calls and missing dimes Sorry kid I'm out of time
4.
Bluebird 03:30
Come back bluebird, come back Help us make up for what we lack Cause we are stuck inside this cage Pick the lock help us get away Cause we are not alone Yet we are all alone Come back bluebird, come back Help us get back on track Cause we are stuck inside this house With no windows we can't get out Cause we are not alone Yet we are all alone Come back blue bird, come back (please come back) Help us make up for what we lack (what we lack) Cause we are doing the best we can (best we can) But we are stuck inside this cage again Cause we are not alone Yet we are all alone
5.
Thirteen 03:20
Cigarette smoke and dust filled our lungs As we lay side by side on the floor And I watch the bands of color fade In and out over our skin I was thirteen Years following I would be seventeen and alone Detached until twenty years old For weeks we'd drink ourselves to sleep So we could not visualize the loss we'd seen And when you were gone I'd smooth my skin Against the sunlight coming in I was thirteen Years following I would be seventeen and alone Detached until twenty years old I would watch the grass sweep back and forth Until the impulse to cry was displaced with my Overwhelming animosity I harbored for you I was thirteen Years following I would be seventeen and alone Detached until twenty years old
6.
Seven Years 03:45
I remember the day and the time we turned our tassels We started planning out and building our glass castle Trapping all our hopes and dreams inside its walls I'm throwing bricks and stones to see that castle fall It took us seven years but we finally scratched that itch The one that's been keeping us up and throwing us in fits Well it's got us out and now we're highway bound There's no looking back and there's no turning back now We're not coming home like all those times before With our hearts broken, tattered, and torn We're staying and we're rooting ourselves here I'm tired of living all our lives in fear It took us seven years but we finally scratched that itch The one that's been keeping us up and throwing us in fits Well it's got us out and now we're highway bound There's no looking back and there's no turning back now
7.
When it's over it's just over And nobody told me I'm still out here on a wire Between the moon and everything When you say it's done You just turn and run like it's nothing to leave You're still out there having fun And I'm still dangling on a string And I won't even care if you come home Cause you don't even leave the light on for me There's nothing left to see When it's over it's just over And there's no room to breathe I'm still out here waiting on a line To be given to me When you say it's done You just turn and run like it's nothing to leave You're still out there having fun And I'm still down here on my knees And I won't even care if you come home Cause you don't even leave the light on for me There's nothing left to see There's nothing left to say I've got my life and you've got your walkaways And I won't even care if you come home Cause you don't even leave the light on for me There's nothing left to see
8.
Escape 03:13
We need to escape for a while Cause it's been so long since we've seen each other smile The money's going out, but it ain't coming in Let's spend our last dollars on some cigarettes and gin So we can escape for a while Later on after we sober up We'll head to the diner and have them fill our coffee cup Dine and dash, leave a tip on the floor Let's go to the movies, see something we've never seen before So we can escape for a while Come on Monday it will all come flooding back Then on Tuesday well we won't know how to act Wednesday/Thursday baby it's just you and me Then on Friday we'll be living in a dream So we can escape for a while
9.
And I got the message When I was robo-trippin' It said that you were the one That I would spend my entire life with When I came down I swore that I never would do this again And I got the message When I woke to you missing It said that you weren't the one That I would spend my entire life with Last night when I came down You swore that you'd never go through this again Last night when I came down You swore that you'd never go through this again So when the sun goes down I'll start this whole process all over again
10.
This is 25 03:07
This town might take our pride But we won't let it take our lives At least for tonight Cause we all still know how to sing Even though it's much more fucked up Than when we started this thing I know you and you know me We're doing the best that We can do by smoking our lungs black And drinking our faces blue All in the name of a good time This is 25 Forget all the money, forget all the bills The bank accounts that just won't build Or bend to our will Cause we all still laugh till we cry Even though it's much more fucked up We know we'll get by I know you and you know me We're doing the best that We can do by smoking our lungs black And drinking our faces blue All in the name of a good time This is 25
11.
It's an American Summer On the backs of our fathers We all wait and we wonder Who's gonna touch her? It's an American Summer We're all slaves to each other I'm so close I can feel her So close that it hurts And I believe that there's something more Than our eyes can see And I believe that there's something more For you and for me It's an American Summer It's never gonna get better Make a move or you'll lose her Forever And I believe that there's something more Than our eyes can see And I believe that there's something more For you and for me And I believe that there's something more Than our eyes can see And I believe that there's something more If not for you than for me

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I strived to make this album feel as real as possible. I want it to feel as if the listener was sitting in the living room next to us while we were recording, flaws and all.

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released September 21, 2014

Matt Moran - vocals, guitars, bass, drums on track 1 & 4, hand claps
Daniel Moran - vocals, keyboards, hand claps
Kaley Moran - vocals
Justin Strickland - drums, tambourine, harmonica

All songs written by Matt Moran except "Thirteen" with lyrics by Kaley Moran and music by Daniel Moran and Matt Moran.

Recorded, mixed, and mastered in various houses during July 2014-September 2014.

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Matthew Moran Oklahoma

I am a songwriter, and I want to tell the stories about humanity that make us uncomfortable. I try to feel all the feels, but mostly I just want to have a good time.

I currently reside in Norman, OK. Add me on Facebook:
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